That guy

He is the only one who makes me feel what I have always wanted to feel. He gives me bonafide loving. He makes me feel more than what I expected to feel. And because of that, I am scared. I am scared that I may not return the feelings he has for me. I am scared I might get overboard and he might dislikes me afterwards. I am scared of not returning the feelings, and getting overboard. He gives me bonafide loving.

We talk about us. We talk about things between us. We talk about those things that makes him hate me, and makes me hate him. We talk about those things that we really don't talk about. It hurts knowing that there are things we are supposed to talk about when everything seems to be perfect.

I don't know why we all hang on to something we know we are better off letting go. It is like we are scared to lose what we don't even really have. Some of us say we would rather have that something than absolutely nothing. But the truth is to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all.

He is the only one who makes me feel what I have always wanted to feel, and he gives me bonafide loving.