Rant of a daughter

i hated my dad because

1. he is the only guy who makes me cry too much
2. he forces me to do things he knows i cannot do
3. he doesn`t support me on whatever things i want to do
4. i know i`m stupid, he doesn`t need to repeat it all over again
5. he hurts me physically
6. and shouts at me
7. i always break down, and i don`t like the feeling
8. he shouts at me often
9. like now he`s shouting
10. he always tells me i`m lazy
11. and whenever i go out, he tells me to stop going out with my friends
12. he asks me to go out when i`m stucked here at home, and infront of my computer
13. i`d tell him "you don`t want to, right?"
14. and then he shouts at me again
15. what an irony
16. okay, he tells me i suck at doing this and that
17. he chooses my friends
18. and i only have like 2 to 3 friends left
19. God damn it, i don`t know what i`m going to do with him
20. i think he hates me, prolly he`s afraid i might know the truth
21. but if he doesn`t, then why is he hurting me this much?
22. he hurts me emotionally
23. and i hate it

i love him because
1. he is my father