Parents

I missed a lot of things. :-

1. EP launch of Box of Mocha last night in Freedom Bar.
2. Photoshoot in UP Diliman this afternoon.

I hate it. My parents' aren't supportive on whatever things I want to do. They want me to do what they want and that's unfair. Shitty.

Anyway, Subic photos are now posted here and I'm getting addicted to Uffie. Thanks Jesus, you have Uffie. :-

Hair and Career

Im feeling so frustrated. I dyed my hair red yet it is still black. :- I wanna go blonde.

Rj talked to me last night. He wanted me to go to their photoshoot on Sunday afternoon in UP Diliman. He is going to be with other Multiply guys as well. I asked him if I could bring my cousin and he agreed. Hmm, start of modelling career eh? Check his site here. :-) He told me to prepare a black dress and candy-colored outfits. Excited much? :-D

My heart is jumping

I love you.
I love you.
Happy birthday! :->

Post party last night was a blast. Thanks to all my friends, and to his friends, and to his parents. :-) We'll get married soon. Hehehehehe. :-D

That guy

He is the only one who makes me feel what I have always wanted to feel. He gives me bonafide loving. He makes me feel more than what I expected to feel. And because of that, I am scared. I am scared that I may not return the feelings he has for me. I am scared I might get overboard and he might dislikes me afterwards. I am scared of not returning the feelings, and getting overboard. He gives me bonafide loving.

We talk about us. We talk about things between us. We talk about those things that makes him hate me, and makes me hate him. We talk about those things that we really don't talk about. It hurts knowing that there are things we are supposed to talk about when everything seems to be perfect.

I don't know why we all hang on to something we know we are better off letting go. It is like we are scared to lose what we don't even really have. Some of us say we would rather have that something than absolutely nothing. But the truth is to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all.

He is the only one who makes me feel what I have always wanted to feel, and he gives me bonafide loving.

Playlist 101

Im digging alternative-slash-indie songs lately. My ears are listening to Brand New's Soco Amaretto Lime. It talks about being young and being in love and the peer pressure and going to stay young forever. I wanna leave all the shits I've done.. and for some time, I wanna get out of here. I wanna fucking get out of here. If not physical, maybe inside my mind.

"Who are you to wave a finger? You must have been out of your mind."-The Pot; Tool

Appreciation

I see this chair. It has been inside our house for a couple of years now but I haven't really sit upon it. I walk towards this chair and sit. I feel the warmth that it gives to my ass. It feels good, and I lie. I fall asleep and then I wake up. It feels good to know there is something that would give you much more than what you need and want. When you appreciate things, life gets more meaningful. And when life gets more meaningful, it becomes shorter. And when life gets shorter, ask yourself, what is fast when life is short? :-)

I am moving on.

Any help?

I can't sleep not because I'm thinking of winning P249M.. I can't sleep because I don't know how to get taller.
I swear this random pageant I've seen last night made me feel so insecure. Hahahaha!

Its for the lulz, baby!

GOOD HUMOR FOR A GOOD RANDOM STRANGER!

"WHAT THE FUCK DOES STFU MEAN? YOU GUYS NEED TO SHUT THE FUCK UP WITH YOUR STFU. WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN?"-Eva having an intelligent conversation with /b/
GM
Raphael Pulgar: you go to /b/?!
Krisha fasdfhasdhfjsdf: lol
Raphael Pulgar: you do?!
Raphael Pulgar: or do you just lurk
Raphael Pulgar: like a newfag
Krisha fasdfhasdhfjsdf: why bother
Raphael Pulgar: haha wala lang. i didnt think anyone else would be smart enough to understand /b/
Raphael Pulgar: high five, /b/tard
Krisha fasdfhasdhfjsdf: /b/ is sorta like a blind drunk downs syndrom child wielding a chainsaw, whereas ed is like a omglazer guided lulbomb
Raphael Pulgar: lolwut
Raphael Pulgar: /b/ > ed
Raphael Pulgar: eds just there to educate newfags haha
Raphael Pulgar: but still for the lulz.
Raphael Pulgar: i still wish i had an efg mask though
Raphael Pulgar: haha
Raphael Pulgar: lol you have to get to know our vocallist. his the biggest btard i know
Krisha fasdfhasdhfjsdf: hahahahah
Raphael Pulgar: my other friend goes to b to collect cp
Raphael Pulgar: during pedobear approved zero hour nights haha

Random

I had a fun lunch with my sister. :-)

She handed a cup of rice, and three pieces of hotdogs. I got some rice and a piece of hotdog. She's on diet for some weeks now so I told her to eat just enough because if she doesn't, she'll get fatter. She told me to fuck off. Hmkay! And then I got water, and she drank this Fit and Right commercialized bottled juice and I told her to have water instead because that juice contains 100 calories and water doesn't have (does it?). And she told me to fuck off.. again. Yey!

Encyclopedia Dramatica is my new thessaurus. :-D I came to find that the London 2012 Olympics Logo looks like two people having butt sex, or anal orgasms. Hee. :-)) The new logo was supposed to be urban, active, and extreme, however it turned out to be the campain to British taxpayers was apparently a whopping £400,000 (about $ 790,000 or P 33.2 M); yes, it cost that much for someone to make 2 abstract lines with 2 highlighters.

The public's reaction wsa nothing short of outrage, and there were mentions of it looking like a "broken swastika". It's amazing how the campaign was so bad that it has brought back nightmares of World War 2 and the holocaust.





Funny how I get to hear my sister watching Ken Lee again in my uncle's room. Maybe she's a fan (?) Because I don't hear her laughing.

First

I feel like writing again.



Online communities bores me. I talk to random people and they find me weird. I don't know. I don't care anyway.



I ate some seafood noodles last night while talking to a new friend named Leonard. I got red all over. I think it's because of the seafoods because I get allergies when I eat those. And a random guy IMed me and he thinks I'm weird because I get allergies when eating seafoods. I find him weird because he talks to me. I don't know him. What a stranger.



Beach with friends next Friday! I'm excited, really. I get to see them again.. and get fucked up.





P.S.

Why are there no smileys in Blogger.com? You know.. I get my emotions with those little cartooned smileys. Geez.